2017 Hasn’t Really Begun

I was in a hurry. I felt like I had to hurry up and get things in order, move full speed ahead, get busy, stay busy, because there is no time to waste! Why? Because of three words… Happy New Year!!! No doubt we are in 2017 and the energy I feel for 2017 is real and it is high and exciting.  
The only thing is… it hasn’t really “begun” for me just yet. We are more than half way through January and during this time I have been VERY reflective. Many times I thought what I was feeling was more hesitation but in actuality it has been preparation.

I’ve had some pretty intense moments thinking I’m missing out, thinking I needed to get ALL the things done now, but there was still something within holding me back!  Many days I’ve been pissed at this feeling, depressed with this feeling, and yet I’ve had to embrace this feeling…. what was this feeling?…. NOTHING …. I felt NOTHING! No real motivation, no clear direction, just pure, unadulterated REFLECTION!

Who am I? What do I value? What do I bring to the “table”, how can I help people, etc. etc. etc.

This is where I’ve been.  Apparently I’m being prepared for the next “right” move.  Today, I had to realize 2017 hasn’t started for me yet BUT when it does… every intentional action step that I take will be full of abundance!!

All I can say is ….#KEEPUP!

What about you… Are you feeling like you are being prepared for something GREAT this year!?  I know I am not alone!

T. Small